Even though I'm going through some bullshit at this point in time, the music is what always has the ability to take me away from it all.
I feel like this is the same thing for everybody. When you listen to music you think about nothing else except for the song, so all of your bad emotions (stress, depression, etc) go away for a little.
So because of this I want to pursue music, I feel as though I have a gift in it and I feel as though this life is an opportunity even though it sucks right now.
Obviously I'm in for the money too, I think if anyone said they weren't in it for the money they'd be lying, or it would just be a hobby for them.
Music is beautiful and I want to be able to create something beautiful, and with a little bit of time you guys will see that I'm not lying.