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LdN2
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Sounds like you're tryingto force yourself to do something you CLEARLY don't want to do.
You want to have the desire to do it (enough to make u work for it) but you don't.
I want my desire to play basketball to be strong enough to ge out there and do it...but it's not. So I haven't picked up a ball in years.
You want a career in music, just not bad enough to work at it.
So go and get a job. Why are u agonizing over it? Just get a job and live happily ever after.
Me loving and wanting a career in music is not an issue. Its all I think/dream about and work towards. Im just going through a creative block right now.