Why do you feel the need to upload it?
Why not get better, make something worth listening to and then arrive somewhat along?
I also think ***most*** outside opinions and critiques (from other producas) are a waste of time.
If YOU heard something off, you would have fixed or changed it.
You need to reach that point where....
If you have ANY question(s) about something then yes, something is wrong.
When you ask people "What do you think?"
They answer as if "they know".
All 'they know' is what THEY would do. That is not the same as knowing what you SHOULD do.
The only entity that KNOWS what you SHOULD and NEED to do is someone who has or will hire/use your services.
WHAT?
A rapper is one of the final judges.
The label putting out that combination is a final judge.
The people that receive you product are final judges.
Everything outside of that is opinions.
The reason I say pause is that development needs to occur.
You need to build you skill and have some experience doing, balanced with feedback from your target audience or partnership(s).
That leads to the confidence to listen to your gut or instincts.
Right now, you go "I don't know about those drums" Let's see what everyone else thinks.
When you get closer, the very fact that you are not 100% happy (and thrilled) means they definitely need work and you have no desire to share your 'works in progress'.
When YOU are happy, you have a style and you are deliberate. 'I meant to do that.' And you know what, any critique is only an opinion.
An informed opinion comes after activity and success. You've done it well before.
That little voice roars in your head of what needs working on.
Good enough is no longer good enough.
I say learn more and get better before you start seeking attention.