I'm leaving LLJones because I now have to focus on myself and getting my sould right with GOD. I am tired of being tormented, pulled and tossed by satan. At night I can feel him staring down on me why I sleep. You see, if you ever had a relationship with GOD and got saved, GOD/Jesus helps you see the darkness that surrounds you. If you are not saved, you have no relationship with GOD therefore he cannot communicate with you. I love music man. I mean truly truly love it. I spent thousands in music equipment and even had financial backers to put up funds for my studio. I turned all that down because something just wasn't right. You all can tell by my post how I flip flop between good and evil. This is because I am being pulled by both sides. The GODly spirit in me has awakened and I must follow it. One night the Holy Sprit told me two things:
1. He said, "I have taken the fun out of Sin"
2. He said, " You will not prosper unless you do so through me"
I said to myself, aww, that's just my imagination. So, I go to Bible study. In the middle, the Holy Spirit came down and entered the preacher. The preacher started talking in tounges. Tounges are a foreign language that one talks when being controlled by God. His wife became the interpreter of the language even though she doesn't speak any foreign languages. Guess what, she repeated what the holy spirit told me before I came to church. I told nobody. My time is now people so I must go. Your time may not be here yet but it is close. I love you guys and hope to see you in heaven with the ones I love.