Haha, it's ok, thanks for listening either way.
And as to the second part of your comment, some people just "understand" how to make beats. Other people like me, my mind is a little crazy, it goes everywhere and can make garbage. So I have to think a lot, and plan what to do next. I take a lot of breaks and think about what I will do once my break is done. Some other people can just jump in and everything can be done even in 15 minutes. I think maybe someday I might be able to do that. But at the end of the day, we are all different, we all have our own "process".
I listened to some of your music "Don't Go Piss at 3am" is pretty cool, creepy, even a bit scary. Your tracks could use with some mixing, just to more effectively communicate your musical ideas. Say for example the Don't Go Piss at 3am song, all the synthss are up front/clashing. I can imagine if they had their own space it would be even more special.