I've had a roller coaster ride th last year and a half. I am a producer based in a small town I western Canada. I've done some really great work with a handful of big names et. Etc. I really thought last year was going to be special. The goal is a major placement. So I pushed incredibly haard. Kid Ink cut a couple records, didn't make the cut. Sage the Gemini cut one, went bat shit over it and nothing. A few others that didn't hurt as much didn't work out either, but I didn't car that much. Than the cherry on top of the pile of shit.. early 2015 bryson fucking tiller calls me, says he wrote To a record and wanted me to re-arrange it. Late September, nig stops responding and boom! Another failed attempt. This one hurt, cause back than It was the one I wanted wanted most, and I'm talking Feb 2015. I've been in an awful rut since. I've had my shit consistently stolen, which now I've taken t legal route. I'm so paranoid I dont even wan to Send shit out anymore. Anyone can relate? At what point do u say yo. I clearly suck. Idk. I'm really torn, it's starting to feel impossible to ge the break I deserve. Sad thing is, that's just the tip of the BS. Weeknds mngr calls me two summers ago saying he' wants to manage me.. boom nothing.. what the fuck am I doing wrong???? I can't close anything big at all. Any advice! Any at all!?
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