infradead
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Day 2: keeping my apthy level high is getting harder. there have been times i found myself close to caring. i've taken to keeping a razor blade under my tongue so as to be sure the apathy level stays high. also i'm starting to have a hard time telling if the screaming is waking me up or putting me to sleep. maybe both. i'm worried that i may not be able to keep it up for the rest of the week