Bloody Glove
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Bloody Glove...I dip in and out.
Shout out to Troup....dude inspired me to go IN sometimes.
Sorry to hear about ur situation Rome. That shit sucks.
It came out of nowhere, it was hard to accept at first and the arguing about what I WAS doing for her and my kids didn't help. I wasn't about to be run down when I was paying 5x's what she was "contributing". A grown woman with a full time job trying to get by for free like she's one of the kids - nope. There's a word for that called "selfishness".
... then I started listening to audiobooks about how living in "chronic chaos" will eventually harden your arteries and cause heart disease and all kinds of other stuff. Not to mention, screw up your children. It screws up your other relationships too because you're constantly talking about how F'd up things are and people get tired of that. I had to quit complaining about her, lol. I learned that I had a lot of quirks / hang ups too. Being an old hardened former battle rapper... whenever she said something foul, I said something worse. I couldn't stop it. I cussed her cousin out the other week at a bbq, lol. I didn't mean too but he was trying to tell me about her when living with her and being her cousin are two totally different relationships. She can be nice and she normally is but when she's stressed out - all of her problems in life are because of me. Phug that and the arguments became too frequent. I thought they would stop, but they got worse. She got a smart mouth too, I can't even have a regular convo with her without her cussing now-a-days. Whenever she needs to talk to somebody about something serious, she'll call me and try to act as if she didn't break two pairs of my $250 headphones, crack me with a mic stand, hurl a garbage disposal at me one morning. I have great reflexes I learned. I learned these "Rage Fits" occur in some people - their brains shut off and they don't give a damn! I told her to go to an anger management course through my job the last time she was trippin'... she called the counselor but I knew she had no intentions on going. I had to move out of there. Too damn quiet in here though, I'm used to kids and noise and ish.
... and I don't like other dude's kids so I'm in a tough spot on the dating scene.
I was in this class with this dude that said he moved out like I did, screw some chick in the apartment complex, she got pregnant and now he has 18 years of child support to pay her because he went back to his wife after a month. Damn it, what is a nugga to do?!? (rubbers break... I'm scurred)
you got a garbage disposal thrown at you?
damn... ... that's a new one.
I had to finally leave, because I had this feeling that if I stayed with her, I was gonna go to jail. She was causing my anger to get out of control.
I remember back when their was a dude named myspacegangsta and people would go in on him for his username as if he was an internet thug. lol! He had to explain everyday to somebody that he thought the name was funny.....he wasn't trying to be a gangsta or nothing on FP. lol.
My first FP name from back then is.................nah........don't worry about it.
Ole Bobsmittz and nem. That one dude....forgot his name but he would post his music and a gang of people would go in on him.lol Think his name was Rondo or something. He had some good ideas back then though....from stuff I heard over the years hell the dude was ahead of his time. Dudes were so critical back then. A bunch of backpackers hating on crunk music. Not like today when people say they tired of trap....those dudes were diehard boom bap and fuuck everything else type dudes. If it wasn't Boom Bap....it got a negative response from them. Wow at how things have changed since then.
you got a garbage disposal thrown at you?
damn... ... that's a new one.
umm been here forever. started the battle forum. ran it for awhile but all the hassle of people multi accounting to win internet points made me quit for awhile. still talk with mano1 now and again. he's busy with family and work.
oddly i don't make hip hop and never have.