I believe that deep down, this is what your ego makes you want to believe, regardless of how true it is. It's easier to explain away your current inadequacies by telling yourself, "That other guy was BORN to do this". It makes it easier to convince yourself that you've tried as hard as you can, when in reality you may be fairly lazy and apathetic.
Aside from fairly broad differences between people that make them obviously more suited for particular tasks (i.e., longer fingers) and absence of mental retardation (i.e., Down Syndrome), I'm not so certain that the innate potential from one person to the next is really all that different. I believe the environment you're exposed to (and in turn, the environment you choose to expose yourself to) can make a profound difference in your results.
YMMV.
-Ki
Salem Beats
You got me pegged, lol. Actually the total opposite.
I can draw better than most people I know. Designed tattoos for one of the biggest shops in Raleigh NC(
Savage and Heads off Hillsborough St) at 15, to this day can barely draw a line in Photoshop and have never been to school to do anything with my talent because I didn't have the work ethic. Still can draw a pic identical to what I'm looking at or out of thin air that looks like a work of art in under 5 mins to this day, just never did anything with it. Never even learned to use a paintbrush, just pencils and pens. Irony is, I'm better at drawing than I'll ever be at music.
I've been given chance after chance at record deals since my teens, placement opportunities, ect. At one point when people contacted me, I'd post info directly here for others because I knew I was too busy drinking, smoking, and getting by to apply myself and meet deadlines for submissions. Again, the talent to be recognized for my work...but no work ethic.
I've missed numerous opportunities by simply not answering my phone.
I've signed alot of contracts without ever reading them and just said "f**k it". I've been signed to too many "deals" people up here would consider lifetime opportunities. I sat in Timbaland's stdio a few times, was in there and just decided not to waste time and gas traveling to Norfolk(nottz spot)and VA beach to try to get on tracks. Irony is others around me(too many to count)have gone on to achieve goals that have gained them noteriety, yet their bank account still looks like mine because that quick major check isn't any better than 2 or 3 underground ones.
I was hooked up with an audition for a seat in the string section of the San Diego Orchestra(yeah, i play Violin by ear too), they were amazed by how well i performed and said that if I took the time to learn the fundamentals they felt I could get down by their next scheduled performance I may be granted a spot. To this day I can't read a lick of music and still just 'wing it'. Never called back after theyt called me a couple times to check on my progress.
Anyone who does work hard at this and knows me is disappointed how I let all my natural talent dwindle away while they sweat day in and night for the opportunities I've blown. After all that work, i can still sample a loop, throw a few B.S. chords over it, give it a good mix, and get a better end result product the 1-4 times out of a month I sit down to make a track than they get with their 5 beat a day work ethic.
Ever think I know because I'm the walking truth?
That's not saying I'm good, I'm far from it. Just saying I've seen people work hard for years to always come up short to guys like me because they'll always be that bad. Sad truth.
Maybe you should take a step back and rather than analyzing me, figure out why it makes you more comfortable to think it's that easy to figure my motives out?
If i dedicate myself, I can land a "placement" tomorrow. I do it everytime I put forth the smallest amount of effort. Dudes around me working 'make moves" daily and try to include me and I brush them off. I'm not getting out of bed on time to make any phonecalls and network. Honestly, lol.
Not trying to sound like a dick, i'm just really that much of one.
EDIT: Overstressing, not bragging, I'm nobody and never will be. In no way does anything I just said indicate success or that I'm in any way better than anyone. If anything it indicates I'm a waste of f**king space.