Hey guys, I'm struggling. I'm definitely no idiot (breezed thru AP classes in HS) and this just could be my ADHD at its finest but some advice would be helpful.
I have watched countless hours of youtube videos on the basics of Ableton, Sound Design and Theory. I would say i grasp the concepts at at least a passing level, however NOT A SINGLE ONE of these videos ever tells you what to do with this information and how to bring it all together into a real, finished professional sounding track. I have the basics which are not THAT hard, but when i try to actually use these basics together the songs i come up with are terrible and don't capture emotion whatsoever. I often find myself rewriting verses and drops 4-5 times before scrapping the track altogether, making it very difficult to finish anything and hurting my confidence.
There are certainly SO MANY holes in the process of start to finish that I'm missing because youtube teaches the bare minimum and is not in a course format, and I never see anyone else struggling with this. Experienced producers always recommend more time in the DAW than youtube but I feel like a 5 year old trying to solve a Rubix Cube, theres just so much going on and it's overwhelming trying to make everything fit. Also, every track/genre seems to have very different sound design and theory so why do youtubers always seem to treat all production the same?
So the actual questions I have are:
Is this a result of trying to copy/paste midi clips too often? (ADHD, me being impatient and wanting the song to sound good fast)
Do you guys feel I would benefit from a paid online course and do you have any recommendations? I've been looking into Udemy's ableton course.
Did anyone else struggle with this at a beginner level?
Am I just not meant to produce? Seriously, self confidence is crushed after months of this cycle.
Sorry if this was too long or in the wrong category, I'm new to both this forum and forums in general.
I have watched countless hours of youtube videos on the basics of Ableton, Sound Design and Theory. I would say i grasp the concepts at at least a passing level, however NOT A SINGLE ONE of these videos ever tells you what to do with this information and how to bring it all together into a real, finished professional sounding track. I have the basics which are not THAT hard, but when i try to actually use these basics together the songs i come up with are terrible and don't capture emotion whatsoever. I often find myself rewriting verses and drops 4-5 times before scrapping the track altogether, making it very difficult to finish anything and hurting my confidence.
There are certainly SO MANY holes in the process of start to finish that I'm missing because youtube teaches the bare minimum and is not in a course format, and I never see anyone else struggling with this. Experienced producers always recommend more time in the DAW than youtube but I feel like a 5 year old trying to solve a Rubix Cube, theres just so much going on and it's overwhelming trying to make everything fit. Also, every track/genre seems to have very different sound design and theory so why do youtubers always seem to treat all production the same?
So the actual questions I have are:
Is this a result of trying to copy/paste midi clips too often? (ADHD, me being impatient and wanting the song to sound good fast)
Do you guys feel I would benefit from a paid online course and do you have any recommendations? I've been looking into Udemy's ableton course.
Did anyone else struggle with this at a beginner level?
Am I just not meant to produce? Seriously, self confidence is crushed after months of this cycle.
Sorry if this was too long or in the wrong category, I'm new to both this forum and forums in general.