JaxBeats
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Is it just me? but in a world of Robotic people and mundane lifestyles, it seems like there just isn't a place for the ultra creative..
Now let me say that i started "making beats" about 8 months ago. I had a regular job. At one time, about 4 months into producing, I had 2 jobs.. But as I worked more in the job environment of the world, my creative edge was slowly dying (at least it felt that way). Not enough time to produce, enjoy, or do what I love.. (music was taking over)
Now let me also say that I'm 20 years old. Went to the art institute for a couple months, dropped out due to useless teachings... Of course, bills start to hit... A car note and phone bill is enough for me to shoot myself. For some, I know thats easy money, but for me its the lingering boredom of hours upon hours of wasted time for money that will be spent in less than 2 weeks... Am I lazy? Maybe I just don't care about material things? Maybe I'm just the conceptual starving artist, that only cares about his Art. I guess I'll end up where ever the wind takes me in those regards...
At the end of the day, I guess my question to anyone who reads this is how do you live with Art as your only focus, without means to take care of yourself? And what type of Job are the producers of 2013 going to get? ...
Sure it may not make sense to most. But had to, signing out.
Now let me say that i started "making beats" about 8 months ago. I had a regular job. At one time, about 4 months into producing, I had 2 jobs.. But as I worked more in the job environment of the world, my creative edge was slowly dying (at least it felt that way). Not enough time to produce, enjoy, or do what I love.. (music was taking over)
Now let me also say that I'm 20 years old. Went to the art institute for a couple months, dropped out due to useless teachings... Of course, bills start to hit... A car note and phone bill is enough for me to shoot myself. For some, I know thats easy money, but for me its the lingering boredom of hours upon hours of wasted time for money that will be spent in less than 2 weeks... Am I lazy? Maybe I just don't care about material things? Maybe I'm just the conceptual starving artist, that only cares about his Art. I guess I'll end up where ever the wind takes me in those regards...
At the end of the day, I guess my question to anyone who reads this is how do you live with Art as your only focus, without means to take care of yourself? And what type of Job are the producers of 2013 going to get? ...
Sure it may not make sense to most. But had to, signing out.