i visualized a love i couldnt find,
surprise to ever think such a time was in mind,
heart full of gold but nothing was in mine,
yet i touched ya soul as you swam thru mine,
the feeling was lost and lust both combined,
but we felt each other like we were both blind,
lost in this maze though i couldnt read the signs,
that'll direct outside,
cuz i needed air and you needed space,
see when i wasnt there you tried to replace me,
you tried to say something but not in my face,
so i had to find out from the guy im replaced with,
but that aint the case so i give you peace,
i aint one to chase girls, girl that aint me,
who im trynna be is what you failed to see,
now all hail to this female she seems frail and she aint for me (hook plays)
i dont know man......im goin postal,
future EX is get FED up cuz i dont show my emotions,
shes like "when you gonna let up, and show me who you be?"
"you need open up your heart and just leave me a seperate key"
but im good, baby im good right now,
the last girl that took my heart left it upside down,
so im good, my love is on lock down, im lovin' it right now,
im just living for the moment,
and if they gettin' deaded i leave em with my condolence,
but im never at the wake if i loved em i woulda showed it,
so i give it to them straight i would never just sugar coat it,
and spoon feed them the lies thats just not the guy im posing as,
im just a guy, a guy whose been devoted and crush down like cans of soda,
now im doin what they did to me,
give me your heart your and id be too scared to hold it,
cuz i swear im loosin focus it might break into components so....
im just living for the moment,
and if i wasnt rappin, id be singin for the moment,
and if we didnt make it, id stay single for the moment,
cuz the dramas from the soaps so imma mingle for the moment,
and baby girl i wasnt faking,
i wasnt trynna get you naked,
but i don been in those positions where my girl had went up missing,
she was chillen with these niggas that i hated SO (hook plays)
surprise to ever think such a time was in mind,
heart full of gold but nothing was in mine,
yet i touched ya soul as you swam thru mine,
the feeling was lost and lust both combined,
but we felt each other like we were both blind,
lost in this maze though i couldnt read the signs,
that'll direct outside,
cuz i needed air and you needed space,
see when i wasnt there you tried to replace me,
you tried to say something but not in my face,
so i had to find out from the guy im replaced with,
but that aint the case so i give you peace,
i aint one to chase girls, girl that aint me,
who im trynna be is what you failed to see,
now all hail to this female she seems frail and she aint for me (hook plays)
i dont know man......im goin postal,
future EX is get FED up cuz i dont show my emotions,
shes like "when you gonna let up, and show me who you be?"
"you need open up your heart and just leave me a seperate key"
but im good, baby im good right now,
the last girl that took my heart left it upside down,
so im good, my love is on lock down, im lovin' it right now,
im just living for the moment,
and if they gettin' deaded i leave em with my condolence,
but im never at the wake if i loved em i woulda showed it,
so i give it to them straight i would never just sugar coat it,
and spoon feed them the lies thats just not the guy im posing as,
im just a guy, a guy whose been devoted and crush down like cans of soda,
now im doin what they did to me,
give me your heart your and id be too scared to hold it,
cuz i swear im loosin focus it might break into components so....
im just living for the moment,
and if i wasnt rappin, id be singin for the moment,
and if we didnt make it, id stay single for the moment,
cuz the dramas from the soaps so imma mingle for the moment,
and baby girl i wasnt faking,
i wasnt trynna get you naked,
but i don been in those positions where my girl had went up missing,
she was chillen with these niggas that i hated SO (hook plays)