i didnt even know i wanted to produce at first, i used to walk around wit beats in my head too so i guess that was a drivin force for me, i d/l the FL demo, i couldnt stop openin it, then i started on to reason 2.5 and i couldnt stop usin it, i wanted to make real rnb beats, and i used to get fustrated at it, but i neva cared for sellin my beats, to this day my beats are for my personal aspiration, i could sell them but they are hard to let go, i dont mind someone usin my tracks as long as they can sing good, sounds unprofessional, but i love makin beats, i cant help it, its my crack, lol