dmajor100
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It's been several months now since I made a beat and not even having a desire to create things or have inspiration hit me to make stuff. I. 30 yrs old with years of invested money in this since I was 19 and still have not made a connection,have any artist on my tracks or had a following of any kind. As I mentioned I have great gear from a motif,access virus,mopho x4,maschine studio and tons of high quality software that took years to get. All this stuff and I can't make hits or anything that excels of at years trying to be a producer I mean that's 15 years almost. A lot of kids are making better music but of course everything is handed to them with YouTube and pirated software but still. As I get older I think my dreams are changing and now this just feels like a chore rather than enjoyment like I used to have or tried to have when I was young getting high inspired by music and wanted to be that famous producer. From the few that say I have good music to me it just doesn't feel like enough and no one in my local town supports me even when they know I do music it just feels like I'm excluded cause I dont **** with them and their fake ass gangsta crews. I don't know what to to all my gear is just here collecting dust and My life is just passing by .
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