Is ****ing with your emotions for the sake of art worth it?
I wrote a song about a woman im in love with about 2 years ago. The feelings have receded because we never became more than friends but today as i was re recording the song i couldn't get myself to record a keepable take. So i went on her instagram. Her smile always gave me this ***** ass nigga feeling in my chest. As I looked upon her face I recorded again the verses came out more sincere. It worked but since than iv felt a ****ed up empty feeling in my chest. Is it worth ****ing with my own emotion for the sake of music?
I wrote a song about a woman im in love with about 2 years ago. The feelings have receded because we never became more than friends but today as i was re recording the song i couldn't get myself to record a keepable take. So i went on her instagram. Her smile always gave me this ***** ass nigga feeling in my chest. As I looked upon her face I recorded again the verses came out more sincere. It worked but since than iv felt a ****ed up empty feeling in my chest. Is it worth ****ing with my own emotion for the sake of music?