Hey X,
I was just wondering, I know you said you have taken a ton of med's for the different mental issues your dealing with, were you able to stay on them for the initial period before getting off of them? The reason I am asking is because my girl has severe social anxiety and depression and she was taking some ish and it made her feel like sh!t so she quit, then like 4 different med's later she went back to the first one and stuck it out for a month and now its golden! Sh!t works, but made her feel like ish, for the first few weeks and she couldn't deal with it, finally she stuck to it and now she's 12 credits from her PhD and teaching at a local college.
3 1/2 years ago, she couldn't get out of bed, hold a job or even take a shower every day, now she's (knock on wood) much much better, in fat you can't even tell she has the sickness. If she stopped her med's though, sh!t would be on like it was back then and she know's that.
Stick to it Bruh, find your niche and most importantly always remember that you are not fu(ked up, I don't even know you (other than in this forum) and I already know that your a person worth saving, and its very important that you know that too! When you get this figured out, and you will, you will be able to help someone else and also you will be able to fully involve yourself in your own life without being limited every day by your disease or having your disease control what you do and don't do.
Hang in there and like other have said, I am here if you need me? PM me and I will give you my AIM and e-mail or phone number or whatever, I got some experience helping people through this and I am glad to help you if I can?
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