I always loved listening to hip hop, and dreamed about producing. One day, I said **** it, and bought a midi controller. With my Akai MPK49 I started messing with some stuff but shit was just tough for me. Software's are hard to use... musical terms I've never heard of... lack of creativity... It just wasn't what I was expecting and now I barely touch it. It hurts every time I look at it because I feel like I let my dream go. I'm gonna try to do my best to spend as much time on it though, and I guess the most important thing to do is to get myself to enjoy doing it. I know you guys put a lot of hard work and time into this. Keep it up. I have lots of respect for you guys!