ok i dont really no how to explain what im feeling but i kno i hate it so muchh !! and i want to no how to fight it so ive came on here for help i dont really no how to put it to words i dont really no what it is i have mixed feelings i guess
ive got a gf and maybe this is happening cuz im lez i dont no ?
but i love her but she really gets to me shes the only one that gets to me even if its just the tinyest thing like bye or brb it makes me hate her so i dump her but then i want to be with her like 5 mins after ??
i lovee the times when im with her but when im not i dont love her what does this mean ?
and this is the thing that i hate alsoo i think she talks shit shes made up so many lies and she ateencion seeks
she told me she was raped by her uncle , shee always depressed , she says she gunna kill her self , she says she has pills ready to kill her self, she says she tryed to kill herself but her mum saved her , she says she dont no her father
but she really loves me and shee sticks with me i can be a dick and it winds me upp becausee i hav more negative thoughts about her then positive and i try to stay postive but the negative thoughts take other witch makes me hate her !!!
what do i do no one understands me p.s im sorry it dosent make sence i dont no how im feeling i dont no how to put it to words im only 14