dont no what im feeling help me and tell me if you feel like this to

[charlie morgan]

ok i dont really no how to explain what im feeling but i kno i hate it so muchh !! and i want to no how to fight it so ive came on here for help i dont really no how to put it to words i dont really no what it is i have mixed feelings i guess
ive got a gf and maybe this is happening cuz im lez i dont no ?
but i love her but she really gets to me shes the only one that gets to me even if its just the tinyest thing like bye or brb it makes me hate her so i dump her but then i want to be with her like 5 mins after ??
i lovee the times when im with her but when im not i dont love her what does this mean ?
and this is the thing that i hate alsoo i think she talks shit shes made up so many lies and she ateencion seeks
she told me she was raped by her uncle , shee always depressed , she says she gunna kill her self , she says she has pills ready to kill her self, she says she tryed to kill herself but her mum saved her , she says she dont no her father
but she really loves me and shee sticks with me i can be a dick and it winds me upp becausee i hav more negative thoughts about her then positive and i try to stay postive but the negative thoughts take other witch makes me hate her !!!
what do i do no one understands me p.s im sorry it dosent make sence i dont no how im feeling i dont no how to put it to words im only 14

[Mdkw]

sorry, but she's a psycho and requiers help. I think I may understand what You feel. You love and hate her. No wonder if she's lying n tells u that kind of stuff.

I mean; there's a part of You that knows what really happens and theres a part of You, the idealistic one with love as the highest priority/worth.A
And if I understood Your correctly, then I wonder why didnt You let her go?

I had that chick once that was often depressed, but she understood me and my demons n shit, but then she started to make up unreal stories and ive found out the truth so i dupmped her. These were not stories about being raped, but also of this sexual nature - if you know what I mean.

She wants Your attention as were You not givin it to her. IF You do give her alot of Your attention then what she wants is just sick. Like really, dont let Yourself get caught up in this sick game. Dont let her OWN YOU. I mean, once she controls You with some sort of emotional blackmailing, then after this point its gonna be always worse.

Some people just requiers help. And You cant provide this help unless You are a specialist. And it take years to get to the "right mind state". Tooked me 7 years with medicine.


U r 14.
There are alot different flowers in the world ;-)

[charlie morgan]

thank you so much for the advice i thought i was the only one and i get what you mean maybe i should let her go but its going to be really hard considering i still love her in a way :/

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can i get this thread removed please