Dot_Robinson
Psalms 37:4
I'm at that point in my life. You know, the point in your life where all that matters is security. The point where everything you held dear as a teen starts to fade in the sea of responsibility, and maturity seaps through your inner-being like water through an Army Core of Engineers built leavy.
If you don't you soon will.
As my twenty-third birthday peaks over the horizon like a new day waiting to be embraced by life's frenetic inhabitants, I realize how much my aspirations have changed in these last 7 years. I went from a battle tested MC, to a great writer and co-producer, but one thing that has never forsaken me is my yearning to create. My hunger for ownership.
I no longer feel the industry, at this point, belongs to me, instead, it's shared by a collective of veterans, maintainers, and 'just-add-water'(s).
Make no mistake, I fear no one, nor does my team. We see no one...period. We are purist who are above and beyond the pond of guppies.
Am I quitting? Yes. Forever? No. To be specific... I am no longer actively seeking success as a producer. My current duties and responsibilities with APT6 will change. I will contribute 100% on the business side exclusively. This not only gives me incentive to focus my time on education, the actual reason or inspiration behind my decision, but to continue realistically with other ventures I have started in months past.
I know this is not the 'typical' rant, but I figure all of us will reach this point in our lives sooner or later. I figured I share mines with the community that cultivated me.
The Bible said it best:
"When I was a child I spoke as a child I understood as a child I thought as a child; but when I became a man I put away childish things." I Cor. xiii. 11.
Couldn't have said it better...well I probably could...but...
If you don't you soon will.
As my twenty-third birthday peaks over the horizon like a new day waiting to be embraced by life's frenetic inhabitants, I realize how much my aspirations have changed in these last 7 years. I went from a battle tested MC, to a great writer and co-producer, but one thing that has never forsaken me is my yearning to create. My hunger for ownership.
I no longer feel the industry, at this point, belongs to me, instead, it's shared by a collective of veterans, maintainers, and 'just-add-water'(s).
Make no mistake, I fear no one, nor does my team. We see no one...period. We are purist who are above and beyond the pond of guppies.
Am I quitting? Yes. Forever? No. To be specific... I am no longer actively seeking success as a producer. My current duties and responsibilities with APT6 will change. I will contribute 100% on the business side exclusively. This not only gives me incentive to focus my time on education, the actual reason or inspiration behind my decision, but to continue realistically with other ventures I have started in months past.
I know this is not the 'typical' rant, but I figure all of us will reach this point in our lives sooner or later. I figured I share mines with the community that cultivated me.
The Bible said it best:
"When I was a child I spoke as a child I understood as a child I thought as a child; but when I became a man I put away childish things." I Cor. xiii. 11.
Couldn't have said it better...well I probably could...but...
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